LIFE: me, myself and I

when all your siblings are girls, there's one thing that's sure to happen.. BOY DRAMA!

what else would you expect kan? i just spent these fews days having long distance chats with all my sisters... from along kat uk, kak lang kat intec, n kak chik kat rumah...sorg2 ader boy problem... tomorrow nak tepon adik for her birthday i'm hoping to god there's zero drama, she is just 11 so they better not be one...

sometimes its funny... how much boys dominate our lives when the only true male in the family is abah.. i mean, he's the one we all look up to, the one we measure all the rest of the boys against... we have no brothers to look out for us or to protect us.. nope... only abah yang kami sayang...

i guess that's why boys have always been a hard topic in the family... since we have no brothers or even male cousins (ok takdelah takde langsung sepupu lelaki tapi tak ramai n yang ader pun kitorg x rapat) mama n abah selalu galakkan kitorg ber'kawan'... don't get me wrong, xdelah diorg cakap "haa pegi carik boipren sorg satu" tapi they like seeing us with boy friends that can help us out once in a while... diorg x pernah marah kalau ader budak lelaki tepon ke datang umah ke... tapi yang paling penting diorg selalu ingatkan: jaga batas, jaga akhlak, jaga perangai

jadi memang kitorg adik beradik banyak berkawan ngn org lelaki... maybe itu kut yang menyebabkan serabut sikit.. kitorg banyak sangat kawan, tapi x pernah betul2 ade yang betul2 special.... or maybe kitorg takut jugak kot.. nak keluar from this comfort zone... where boys can mean a bit more than just friends.... takut jugak coz the real boyfriend that we may have will not only menjadi pasangan but also a brother that will protect the rest of us... also the son that mama n abah x pernah ader... so what if we picked wrong????

man....i miss the crazy